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Geez, I'm so damn tired that I'm ready to pass out cold. I don't know, when I went to bed yesterday everything was fine and I fell asleep pretty fast. Of course I had to get hungry and wake up in the early morning when it was still dark outside! It felt like I had had tons of bricks on my eyelids, really, I was so tired and goddamn hungry. And now I'm paying the price. I'm drinking my second cup of coffee today, I look like a zombie and I'm in a bad mood for God's sake.
..And now I'm pretty sure I'll be slashing out at random people because of.. basically nothing. My mom even asked me to go to shopping with her, because we were running out of groceries. I looked at her like as if she had grown an another head or something, I mean.. please. I would LITERALLY collapse on the way to the store and sleep in the middle of the road.
I guess there's nothing much to say anymore...
But wow, what a bitch I am.

Oh boy... You really don't want to know, but I'm going to tell you anyway. It's been down right crazy for me these couple of days. Sum repairers came yesterday and checked our whole apartment, minus the balcony, and they're soon going to change the wallpapers, re-do the floors and such! They are probably going to start with the living room and then move from there to the other rooms. It's kinda complicated though because our apartment is so crowded. But when they're repairing one room at the time, we have to move all the stuff away from the room (where they're working), and just to tell you, it's gonna be hell. I really don't want to go through that 'cus I'm too lazy and tired. Thanks for the heat outside... >:I
Aside from that, everything's going back to normal again. My dad's back and being all regretful (believe me, we've seen that act many times before... and it's FAKED) but as usual, we don't give a rat's ass. And also! My older sister's coming to visit us tomorrow. She lives in an another locality and has to take a train to get here, but she's coming nevertheless. I really can't wait, she's so much fun!!!
I'm going to take a shower now, so take care. :)

Where should I begin with this rant? Well my dad's been away for a while now, and it appears that he's been drinking again and talking shit about my mom behind her back to his 'friends' who are more likely his 'drinking buddies' or sumthing. I feel really bad for her, she hasn't done anything bad to him and he dares to throw his family away for a can of beer. Sigh...
Oh and yeah, he used to beat my mom (and my other siblings) when I was younger, mind you.
To other topics for now on. My mom's planning on buying the Wii for us because it's been said that Wii Fit is a great way to lose weight and exercise in your own living room instead of running with a fire under your butt from gym to gym trying to get in shape. I'm a little concerned though. I don't know, my mom doesn't usually tell me if we are low on money because she doesn't want me to worry over those kind of problems, so I just don't want to worry her more if we get more debt than we have now.. You know, more bills than money.
We'll see.

I just went for a walk with my brother's dog and damn, it was hot outside! Well duh, I was wearing a black hoodie (my head buried deep in the depths of the hoodie of course xD), jeans, a pair of grey Converses, black sunglasses and a black hat. LOL you must be rolling your eyes now and thinking about how stupid I can be, but the reason why I wore the hat is because I didn't have time to 'style' my hair or anything like that. Sure, I managed to get it 'ponytailed' but yeah. xD
But you know what, I hate it when those angry grannies come in front of you and your 'still-kinda-unruly' dog with their cane in hand and start cursing when I try to walk past them without my bro's dog tearing her in to shreds. And the bees, the goddamned bees!! I screamed almost the entire time we were outing, 'cus they just appear from nowhere and start to buzz in your face!
Soo.. we went for a walk for about half an hour and when we got back to the apartment I was sweating like a pig. I was in my pajamas in a matter of seconds, it is even more hot indoors. Now I just relax with my lemon flavored soft drink and chill out, trying to cool myself off.
Take care!